Friday, January 23, 2009

January 2009

To fill in some holes since I last posted:
  • Obama is our President. Excellent. x2.
  • San Francisco is fast becoming a distant memory. Santa Barbara is getting stale.
  • I need dental work in a bad way. 2 front teeth both need RCTs, and the bone mass above one of them is decaying. My sinus cavity could collapse at any time.
  • The Rancho has become my home for now. I am living upstairs in Kilo's old room until the 1st of February. After that, I'm not sure yet.
  • Unemployed since Christmas Eve.
  • 35 years old as of 2 weeks ago. Still have a lot of my hair. Not fat, yet. Both good things.
  • No real plans as of yet. Other than:
  1. Get a job (40+ hours/wk)
  2. Pay back Kilo for the rest of January rent
  3. Budget for future rent(s).
  4. Recover my Wells Fargo Account from overdraft purgatory.
  5. Pay my car insurance.
  6. Fix my face.
  7. Fix my truck.
  8. Pay off debts.
  9. Save Money.
  10. Accumulate $12,000.00.
  11. Travel.
  12. Level a Horde (something) to 80, PvP in Arena, enjoy top level content now that I'm more than single.
  13. work in the porn industry, or for Blizzard Entertainment, travel to Thailand for a few months, learn to surf, or re-commit to being vegetarian.
  14. Worry more.
Anyway, I'm drawing more again. Writing a lot. Learning. Online when I can be. I've updated my Facebook and intend to keep it around for awhile.

Because I'm still keeping track: I'm still lovelorn, heart-hurt, and feel fragile. Its wearing off, slowly though. The nice thing about life is it never stops. As much as I may want to hold on to old me stuff, Present tense quickly becomes past, the past becomes distant, and the future moves ever closer. I still pine for her. You should see my journal. Ha! Not really, its fairly embarrassing, though a damn good play-by-play account of my feelings/moods/attitudes.
More later. Bed calls.