Limbo or something like it

I am in limbo.

I failed to officially drop a course and received an "F" because of it. I was/am the receipient of boatloads of financial aid, some of it grants and scholarships, the other is Loans. I suppose it would make sense to consider the fact that not only do I pay taxes, but now I pay taxes on money I've borrowed (which I pay taxes with also, Sales Tax etc.) but eventually they will get the money back with a big chunk extra. Okay. End Rant.

I often think to use this space as a place for more meaningful discourse, to elaborate or elucidate, and in so doing to cause to action a whole useful sort of concepts and systems.

Unfortunately it has turned into my notepad where, when sitting in front of the computer, I turn to like I would have done with cigarettes about five and a half months ago.