Living in the moment...

"Expect nothing but the Unexpected."
"Be open, let go of preconceptions."

... Ad nauseum, is what I've read/heard about how to approach BM. I am trying to bring that philosophy back into my life NOW, as in, begin to have this awareness, letting go of control in the “default” world so as to make the transition that much smoother... Then I think-



Of course, there is no amount of theory that is going to replace actual experience. I get that part. I am not going into it blindly.

loose goals:

attend the temple burn in order that I may have a memorial service for V.
dance freely
hallucinate/clear my head of tired thinking.
fall in love, run away with said lover, be happy, have lots of sex, and live life like its Burning Man 365! Oh wait…?
See?
It creeps in. Part of me hopes she is there. I know that I am setting myself up for disappointment here, and that is why I am trying to attend to these imaginal projections now. We’ll see as the date gets closer.