What to do?
I am seriously considering just heading south, to say, Lake Cachuma, and camping for a few days. Go see the fireworks at East Beach, and hang with the family. Got a message from D this morning. I am certainly spun out about it. I spent so much effort trying to disengage from my intense feelings for her but hearing her voice has me twisted up instead...
What do I do?
Do I call her back?
Ignore it?
Fuck...
My heart's desire would be to see her again. Just one more time to see if there is anything there...I don't know. I am being foolish, I know. At the same time, part of me feels as though my fear is running the show right now, and instead, I could just take it slooooooow...but I know I won't. I can't. Too many feelings surrounding this one.
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