but the cutie pie I chose, didn't choose me, so here I am back on MC lovelorn, missing something, missing we...Left j for d, (basically), now both j & d have moved out of town. one is depressed & the other gets around, enough about, until its enough of them, i am, in no position to judge, anyone because, its all my fault, because i miss both-the sorrow has consumed me: I barely function, I hate work, I barely eat, I get too high/too drunk at night, too scared and sad to fight. Yet. I know, I'm right. Riiiighht.... Life showing me differently, life showing me me, slowly. Life slowly showing me life. All right, fine, its fine. I get it, shes not mine, but in time(?) will I get a rewind, to go back to the time when life was fine? when is this new way, another way, another life, who is another she that will take my mind off me or then we? I want to know I will be fine in the meanwhile I have to have faith, blind, I have to front, I have to act, pretend, accept it, accept everything, accept EVERYTHING, until nothing surprises me, throws me off, blows. Until all the pain, goes, and grows me and we love again.
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